what must i do…

It’s quite frustrating when you feel like whatever you do, it makes people unhappy.  If I take action A, then person X gets mad.  If I take action B, then person Y gets mad.  If I take action C, then I get mad.  If I take action D, then I’ll probably go to hell.

My general attitude has been I’m not that important and what I do doesn’t really impact people’s lives.  I guess it’s good to know that it’s not the case.  I just wish I’d have some frickn positive impact. 

I feel homeless again…

On a completely different note, do you guys ever fart while holding your poop at the same time?  I think I get most insecure about my smell after I have done that.  You check your underwear in the bathroom and there’s no trace of shart anywhere… but you just feel like you smell bad afterwards… ugh..