worship
Posted by hwp8j on January 26, 2009
worship yesterday was good. i haven’t felt that good about worship in a long time. i’m realizing that vulnerability is necessary for worship, but even more importantly, preparation is a must as well.
i’m realizing that i can’t be estin, robert, or chris scott. i have to be me. i have to be a worshiper in my own way. and, i guess that’s hard at times because of my insecurities. i wonder if what i’m doing is correct or okay. many times, i rely on people’s reaction during worship rather than seeking the spirit of the lord.
why is it that people’s tear gives me more comfort and confidence than conviction by the spirit? man… i got lots to learn about worship. but, it’s okay. i am still young. i got lots of years left in me to learn about god and this life.
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